The documentary “Mana over Meth” provides an in-depth exploration of drug addiction within Pacific communities, focusing on the underlying causes of substance abuse and its prevalence. Filmmakers Jessica Apanui and Holly Bekham, both from New Zealand, share their personal experiences with addiction and their paths to recovery, while also offering potential solutions.
This 10-minute film was recently shown at the 4th UN Human Rights Film Festival held at the Japan ICT Centre in Suva, at the University of the South Pacific’s Laucala Campus. Apanui expressed her hope that the documentary would uplift viewers and convey that change and recovery are achievable.
She emphasized the relatability of various scenes depicted in the film, particularly those illustrating the environments associated with drug use, such as hotels where sex work occurs. Apanui linked drug addiction to crime, underscoring how substance abuse impacts not only individuals but the community as a whole, contributing to criminal activities. She highlighted issues like methamphetamine production in homes, which has significant repercussions for families and local communities in New Zealand.
The response to the documentary has been mixed, with Apanui noting that feedback, both positive and negative, has come from within their own community. Despite facing criticism, she reaffirmed their commitment to raising awareness about addiction and its ramifications.
Reflecting on her five-and-a-half years of recovery, Apanui shared that one of her greatest challenges has been adjusting to motherhood after overcoming addiction. She noted that her children had only known her as a user, and the transition to being a loving and involved parent was difficult for them.
Apanui also spoke about the trauma she experienced from drug use starting at a young age and her journey to self-discovery after becoming sober. Returning to her roots on New Zealand’s eastern coast—a place she hadn’t visited in 29 years—was a significant moment for her, allowing her to reconnect with her heritage and identity.
Family support played a crucial role in her recovery, with her loved ones encouraging her to seek treatment. She described the importance of rebuilding trust with her children, as they had been affected deeply by her past actions.
Apanui acknowledged that early in her recovery, she encountered a relapse but emphasized the importance of owning that experience and committing to recovery. She shared that the socioeconomic factors contributing to addiction often stem from difficult backgrounds, highlighting the need for community understanding of these issues.
Holly Bekham further emphasized that recovery from addiction is not simply about stopping drug use; it involves addressing the trauma and underlying issues that lead to substance abuse. She described addiction as a widespread issue that affects families and communities, reinforcing the complexity of the recovery process.